Crap

The mornings are still cold, but the weather is getting better, I am back on my bike, completed my first round of intensity stuff today and I am hurting from it, heaps of head space is occupied with wedding stuff (how the hell do you compile a song list??), we had a Kiwi stay with us last week, then a new one this week, and the former one will return on Friday, still haven't cleaned the house, I have a speech to give next week, need to find my ABN, work is getting busy, knee deep in political bullshit, HypoActive committee seem to have lost the plot, and my Navigator is pointing straight up right now.

And I can't stop crying this morning.

Despite everything that is going on, it doesn't mean much if you don't have people you love around you to support, to support you, and to share the load somehow. Even on the end of the phone. I used to observe strong partnerships with envy. Now I have my own, I just feel so damn lucky. I can't imagine life without it.

The world has lost a good guy and a strong partnership.

I am real sorry Jen.

Crap!